Its really sad so here I am wanting so much to do something on the net but it appears to be so hard. There are so many things you dont understand and so many people out there to con you promising the earth and all the way up to the heavens!!! - who do you believe. But still I am not one to give up cos' I'll get back on the horse again and continue to slowly trot until I can gallop and hopefully race towards my goal - but then again I may win the lottery!! Who knows....until the next time...tyr and try again will be my motto!!